I, along with the rest of my church, was asked to compose a contemporary psalm or poem for our upcoming Thanksgiving service. I thought I'd share it with my friends in the electronic world. The psalm was to reflect what God has done over the past year in my life, but since I am currently experiencing an ongoing health challenge, Stage 4 Chronic Kidney Disease, my psalm reflects the hope I have in the midst of trials.
I have felt the sting of sin.
Disease has begun to ravage my mind & body.
What only a short time ago worked so well now begins to fade.
You, Oh Lord, shine eternal.
My hope is in you.
Once my thoughts were clear and bright,
but now they are muddled and foggy.
Your wisdom, Oh Lord, Outshines the sun
Your word is a fountain clean and pure
My hope is in you.
Too quickly these days my moods swing.
What only moments ago was a quiet stream,
is now a raging torrent of pain and confusion.
You, oh Lord, are an immovable rock, constant and steady.
My hope is in you.
My tongue has started fires never intended.
And friends that once stood close by have fled for cover.
You, oh Lord, are slow to anger and ready to forgive.
You will never leave me or forsake me.
My hope is in you.
My body once young and strong,
now grows weak and feeble.
You, Oh Lord, are ageless, and all mighty.
You are a friend to the weak and lowly
My hope is in you.
One day I will draw my last breath.
My lifeless body will rest beneath the earth.
You, oh Lord, rose from the dead the first born of many.
You conquered death and sin.
My hope is in you.
All authority in heaven and on earth belongs to you.
Your eyes see all that was, that is and that is to come.
You know all. Your wisdom and knowledge are inexhaustible.
You sustain all creation and you care for me.
My hope is in you alone.